Romanticism

I feel in love with Romanticism but became to loose all the hope and joy of what love really was , creation became perfection and emotions where only inspired by these gifts of life , but that emptiness of conserving your own feeling like a pirates treasures well...i guess it made me like a pirate and want them only for myself because that only time I gave , revived , I guess it became enough , I never regretted feeling them but they should only be giving ones in a life time with this great intensity .