personal thought

I have my days of great courage, others of wisdom but today I have nothing more than great fear of not becoming who I want to be, what lays underneath my hard like exterior, I have the necessity to rise from the ground to embark on a new journey, I have so much to give but I can't help but wonder if what I  can offer is enough, wondering my purpose, if anything that I do really makes a change in others life, I wish to do so much but I put myself down so many times, I wish so many things but think to myself if all of those dreams will become realities ...