sometimes situations become clear but we don't want to realize the truth that lay under the smallest of word, actions or the most deep of silence and no this is not me assuming thing or wanted to create an alter truth that fit the criteria of what i believe is real, every time we speak to each other you point out the term friends subtle but with that hint of its never going to happen again feeling , you recall old days as talking to a friend , so should I but foolishly enough my feeling haven't change after so long , I waiting for ever, almost like the branches of a tree, trying to reach the sun but never ever gets even remotely close it ....
I love you and i hate myself for feeling this not because of me disliking you or not being thankful for my good and bad recollection of memories, its the fact that i can't get over you , somehow you memory has falling so deep in my brain , feels like I have put everything I got out on the table but your fed and whats on the menu is not what you're craving on, it probably never was, me well never been a first choice to begin with, note this is not self pity its base on fact, let just say women are like food if its not appealing to the eye and ain't wanted to be consume ...how this has changed of subject so much let just say I have mixed emotions right now...
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